Sometimes in life you have to find that path that takes you where you wanna go. Sounds easy right? Not so much. The path never seems to be the easy one to find. So along the way you try the paths you come across. Some right there in the open, some just around a bend and others require you to leap from rock to rock to get to the other side of a creek just to start your journey down a path. But the path you are searching for, that path is much harder to find. Sometimes you need the experiences of those other ways to get you to this path.
I am on this journey. I have gone down so many different paths in my life already, yet still searching for the one. There must be one that will lead me to happiness...you know that happiness that so many talk about? I often wonder how it can be that some people find their way so early in life. Is it the real "way" or just a few good days down that wrong road? Or is it that really their life is not that grand, they just have an amazing way of hiding the truth that is going on in their life?
Don't get me wrong I do not think that life is all negative, and those who know me know that although a may hit a bump in the road I can usually sort through and find the positive in any situation. I just have to wonder why after all that I have conquered in my life, when will it be my time to just be happy?
This is me!
About Me
- Mom of 4
- What do you wanna know?? I am divorced, I have 4 kids, going to school and back to work after 5 years. I am working on finding the balance in it all and honestly enjoying the ride!!
1 comment:
I think its about perception, choice and discipline. Its normal to become overwhelmed, but if you can stop yourself when you're thinking negatively, refocus your thoughts to look on the positive side and then react that THAT instead, you'll find each passing day it gets easier and easier.
I guess thats why I'm glad I'm a Christian though. I dont really worry about those things anymore :).
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